Most girls dream about big weddings when they’re young but not me.
My biggest dream in life has always been getting my own place and moving out. I can’t even remember when I started planning it but I think was about 10.
“Why don’t you do it now that you’re done with school?”
Well, I don’t know if you guys know the living situation in Sweden right now but it sucks. I live in Stockholm and everything is SOOOO expensive that it’s impossible to buy an appartement on my own. I need to take the bigget loan ever to get a small one outside of the city and that makes the monthly costs really high.
This makes me so damn sad. Even if I now got a full time job I can’t move out yet.
I will keep dreaming and my goal is to move out this year. I just wanna be on my own and be in charge of my on life like a grown up. Now that I live at home I feel limited and like a child. I’m constantly supervised even though I’m 23. Don’t get me wrong though, i LOVE my parents to death! They’re the best and have always put me and my brother first.
I just want to be independant.
I saw that Nikki uploaded a video of her new house on YouTube and I got soooooo jealous. I both love and hate “moving vlogs” on YouTube , they motivate me but at the same time I get so jealous that I turn my computer off haha.
One day it’s my turn, just not yet!